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Cary Sheih (29), was
sitting in his
office in the 72nd floor of the North Tower when the first plane
crashed. |
At
8:48am on Tuesday morning, I was reading my email like I do every
morning. I had just gotten off the phone with a traffic engineer at the
Port Authority regarding a file that I had trans-mitted to him on the
previous day. As I was finishing off my usual peanut butter and jelly
sandwich, I heard a loud explosion, which was immediately followed by
tremendous building sways and vibrations. As I was thrown out of my
chair, I immediately thought that this was an earthquake, but still
thinking rationally, I thought that it was abnormal since there are no
earth-quakes in NYC, especially of this magnitude. I remember thinking
that the building felt like it was going to collapse from this initial
explosion.
As I picked myself
up and ran to the emergency staircase located in the core of the huge
building, I saw through the east facing windows debris and fireballs
falling from the top of the building. The building had stabilized by the
time I reached the stairwell, and evacuation had commenced quickly but
calmly. Not knowing the gravity of what was happening above us, people
had started pouring into the stairwell from the hallways of the
different floors. I saw a coworker from my floor (72nd), and we held and
consoled each other.
There were no
public announcements in the stairwell, but the evacuation seemed to be
going smoothly, there were no more explosions as far as we could tell,
no smoke coming up the stairwell, and the building had stopped swaying.
We all felt like we were out of imminent danger. As we started to make
it down the stairwell, people started chatting and gathering their
composures. I heard some people who had been there in '93 telling others
that this was a piece of cake since the stairwell was dark and full of
smoke in '93. Others were joking about how Mr. Silverstein, who had just
recently taken control of the complex, must be fuming at what was
happening. A few moments passed and people began to receive messages
over their pagers that a 767 had accidentally hit our buil-ding. There
was no mention of a terrorist attack, and at no time was there any
panic. Mobile phones were completely out in the core of the building due
to its immenseness and the large distance from the core of the building
to the exterior where signals were usually stronger. There was no smoke
at all in the stairwell, but there was a strange peculiar smell, which I
later remembered it smelling like how it does when one boards an
aircraft.
I later found out that this was jetfuel.
Soon we heard
shouts from the people above us to keep to the right. I started seeing
blind people, those with difficulty moving, asthmatics and injured
people filing down to our left. People were burned so badly that I won't
go into describing it. People kept filing down orderly and calmly, but
stunned.
Sometime around the 30th or 40th floor, we passed the first firefighters
coming up the stairs. They reassured people that we were safe and that
we would all get out fine. By this point, they were already absolutely
breathless, but still pushing upward, slowly and unyieldingly, one step
at a time.
I could only imagine how tired they were, carrying their
axes, hoses and heavy outfits and climbing up all those stairs. Young
men started offering the firemen to carry up their gear for a few
flights, but they all refused. EACH and EVERY ONE of them. As I relive
this mo-ment over and over in my mind, I can't help but think that these
courageous firemen already knew in their minds that they would not make
it out of the building alive and that they didn't not want to endanger
any more civilians and prevent one less person from making it to safety
on the ground.
We continued down the stairwell, slowly and at times completely stalled.
The smell of jetfuel had gotten so unbearable that people began covering
their mouths and noses with anything that they could find - ties,
shirts, hankerchiefs.
Every few floors, emergency crew were passing out
water and sodas from the vending machines that they had split open from
the hallways. I had no idea how much time had passed by as I didn't have
my mobile phone with me.
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Around the 20th or
15th floor, the emergency crew began diverting the people in our
stairwell to a different stairwell. They led us out of our stairwell,
across the hallway where I saw ex-hausted firemen and emergency crew
sitting on the floor trying to catch their breaths. I began to think
why? What's going on? This whole opera-tion looked very confusing.
Nobody was giving us any indication as to what was going on.
The wait in the
hallway to get to the other staircase was excruciatingly long as we had
to wait and merge with the people who were coming down the staircase
into which we were filing. Why had they diverted us? As we started to
get down to the lower floors, water started to pour down from behind us.
I figured that a water pipe had burst or that it was water coming down
from the rescue on the higher floors.
At this moment for the first time since the initial explosion, a sense
of panic began to grip me. Only floor 7, then 6. A few more to go, and I
would be free. I couldn't wait. It didn't matter that the water was
ankle deep. I was a few floors from the ground. Floor 5,,,,4,,,,then all
of a sudden, a loud boom, and the building began to shake unbearably
again. People started falling down the stairwell as smoke started to
rise from the bottom. The emergency lights flickered and then went out.
The building was still shaking, and I could hear the steel buckling.
Rescuers below us shouted for us to go back up the stairs. At this
moment, I was choking and shaking tremendously. I managed to climb back
up to the 6th or 7th floor and opened the door to that floor.
The water had already risen to my ankles, and the floor was completely
dark. A fireman led us with his flashlights to another staircase by the
voices of another fireman who was guiding him through the darkness. We
finally made it across that floor to the other stairwell where we were
greeted by the other fireman and told to hold. The look on that
fireman's face said it all. He said something under his lips to our
fireman indicating the severity of the situation. With the image of the
firemen communicating to each other and hindsight, I believe that the
fireman had whispered to the other one that Buiding Two had collapsed.
After a few
minutes of huddling by the stairwell on the 6th floor, we were given the
green light to run for our lives. I made it down six flights with a few
other people and came out onto the mezzanine level of our building. I
don't know what I was expecting to see when I got out of the stairwell,
but I was not ready for this apocalyptic scene. It was completely
covered in white dust and smoke. My initial reaction was that I couldn't
believe that one plane, albeit a 767, 80 floors above our head caused
all this damage on the ground floor - inside. I covered my head and ran
towards the huge opening in the north side of the building through which
we were being evacuated. As I approached this threshold, the firemen
yelled to us to get over to the wall of the building quickly. Debris was
still raining from all sides of the building. We could see the other
firefighters who were outside standing underneath the cantilevered parts
of the black immigration building (4 and/or 5 WTC). At their cue, we ran
from our building to the outside world and back underneath the
immigration building. I was completely disoriented, coughing, and
looking at the strange new landscape at the WTC plaza - burning trees,
wreckage, fireballs and dust, nothing short of a nuclear winter. I
climbed over huge pieces of steel wreckage and made my way through to
the skybridge leading to 7 WTC (building 3 to collapse).
From there, I descended the escalators down to the street level onto
Vesey Street and trotted to safety onto Church Street. I immediately
looked back and saw the charred remains of the upper floors of my
building. Smoke filled the sky, and I began to have this eerie feeling
that WTC 2 was not there. I couldn't be sure because of all the smoke
that was billowing from my building blowing eastward. As I was trying to
find WTC 2, I saw the unthinkable happen in front of my eyes. WTC 1
began to disintegrate from where it was burning. I turned around and
ran.
I later learned
that another 767 had hit WTC 2 around the floors where I sit in my
building. I later learned that WTC 2 had collapsed when we were still
inside my building on the fourth floor when it began to shake for a
second time. I later learned that I had been spared from the sight of
people falling from the higher floors. I am grateful to be alive and
uninjured and to be able to share this life-changing experience with
you. And, I am so grateful for the courage of the firemen and policemen
who gave up their lives to help us down the burning tower.
- Cary Sheih |